～友情的退化～

不知道为什么自从她从家乡回来后，我们的感情不知怎么了？慢慢的冷淡了~我发觉她们好像在讨厌我～还记得有一次我跟她们说话她们却没人理我，没有人应我～还有一次是我们一起去巴士站，可是却是她们两个走她们两个的，我却自己走，讲话也是没理我的。因为将，到巴士来时，我就自己往巴士的方向走，没理她们。~是因为我这样吗？她们才开始讨厌我？
慢慢的慢慢的，我也开始在逃避了。逃避跟她们一起的次数了。如果是她们先出门，我就后出门。要不然就是比她们早出门。其中一位朋友也有发过信息给我，说我也发现有问题了是吗？问我要不要谈一谈？ 我没回信，因为我根本不懂问题出在那里？只是觉得奇怪而已，明明大家之间没有争执，可是为什么会这样呢？而且我也不的空，因为我赶着去喝喜酒。所以没理会了，就这样把问题摆在一旁。
我好想知道问题到底在哪儿？ 我一点也不喜欢这个感觉。

Is that my problem( con't )

Or maybe I like to 怨这个怨那个！
So they dun like me?? I dun know it is my personal problem...or they really......

Is that my problem??

13th Oct 2011 is both of my best fren birthday, we plan that hv a happy happy moment with my best fren to celebrate their birthday... But I dunno what am I thinking about after I received my dear's call... He said that he wan to go to his relative house but not working... After I listen this I feel angry with him... And I feel he Juz like wan me to go to his with him...and I dunno what to do in this moment...i feel scare to hear this thing... For example 等下我要去伯伯家，after I said something then appears the words 没有咯没有啦！不用啦！I hate to heard this things.......>.<
I dunno why I will cry at that moment.... Then they ask what happen to me?? I told two of my fren.... But now I feel like they ignored to talk to me... Because of what?? Why they want to ignored me??
That all is Juz my feeling la...I will in my place if it is no necessary to contact with them...IF THEY R REALLY DUN LIKE ME....

昨晚回家时原本想给公公一个惊喜说我回去斗湖了~可是公公很像心情不好，没什么讲话~想跟公公聊天但又不知该聊些什么~我真的很失败，连跟公公聊天的能力都没有~哎......
昨晚我也了解了我家的一些事情，为什么我的家庭是这样啊？家人都不融洽的，我讨厌将的家庭~T.T~听了那些事情后，我真的吓了一跳咯~haiz~~
希望我家人的感情不要因为一个人而变得不好~

Going back to Sabah lor...

Now at airport waiting for the flight back to Sabah Tawau...can meet wif my dear and my dear family...feel excited leh...but feel nervous also to meet wif my dear...actually is happy ~^^hahA... Want to meet my fren also...this friendship really keep very long time day lor...since me form 2 till now , I will keep this friendship forever...bcos she is a good fren...next time I will post her photo at here...hehe...

I love my fren very much...I will share all my best fren photo up here when I am free la...

And sorry for long time no upload ady...

Actually I feel happy when I resit the ion paper coz I feel tat I know to do...^^ so now my mood is quite good de lor...haha...

还顶的顺~~

真的是啊~最近又懒，又忙，弄到没有上来写过Blog了咯~真是对不起啊~

这个学期真的是很赶咯~全部东西都要在week 5 解决~幸亏有啊彤~有她在才可以把全部东西赶完~两个presentation, 一个assignment，四个考试~所实在的，我还蛮满意我这个学期的成绩~现在在final 要加倍努力就可拿最少B~A的话就有点困难了~不过我还是希望有A!嘻嘻~~加油吧~

最近，我的电话弄好了~钱也还够用~什么事都还蛮顺利的啦~

4/4 又要final了~现在要开始准备了~

有时间我会常上来写的~^^

Happy Chinese New Year

Harlo~~long time no update my blog ady~~~bcoz i am so busy....when I juz back Sabah I keep go to play~~~haha~~~I go KK, Tawau~~~haha~~~damn bored at TAwau~~~

But anyway happy chinese new year to all of u~~~^^

sorry for only short update~~~

Hooray~~~

Hooray~~is holiday again~~~Felt happy now~~before this i am so so so stress~~because of the exam ~~and have not sleep enough~~But now I can sleep as enough as i want~~haha~~
And later i am going to Genting Highlands~~Happy~~hope can enjoy la~~~^^

Ya..i am rebonding my hair ady~~but cant wash yet~~so ichi~~~haha

is many many problem~~

1st is study problem

2nd is Love pronlem

3rd is Friend problem

4th is friend's friend problem

5th is money problem

y so many problem happen at 1 time???

I am so stress~~

I am worry~~

How can I cover up all the problem during final exam time???